Sad….
I have an extremely bad luck today. First, I went out for UM bus for my 1st lecture today at 9.15am (the bus usually comes at 9.30). Waited for one and half an hour, breathing in all the dust, sand by the roadside( construction is taking place , imagine the air quality there. It’s 100 times worse then usual) When my lungs going to turn black, the bus at last reached there. I late for the lecture for about one hour. When go into the hall, lecturer told the whole class that I was "smart" to sleep outside for one hour, then only come in for the second half of the lecture. I was so embarassed and speechless at that moment…
At 3pm, i can go back home to have a good rest. But again, i missed the bus. The bus jt went off 1,2 minutes before i reach there. I’m terrified to experience the "waiting " again. I decided to walk out from UM campus and take public transport. Again, I waited for one hour… Breathing in all the "air nutrients" (higher dose this time) for another one hour… I guess my lung already turn into black…
All the buses seem to bully me today. I was really frustrated and sad. I tried so hard to control myself from dropping into lower state of life and defeated by the environment. But my tears of sadness/frustration/depression…… are out of my control…. At last, I troubled Ke Wei to purposely drive to UM to fetch me back. Luckily, his kindness bring back my smile and comfort my heart… And I was back to my house safely and writing this blog now.
You may think that this is not a big pbl at all, what’s the matter?? But if you were me, you will feel the same as i felt…
July 16th, 2006 at 8:18 am
well,life suck,wat to do…
air pollution,public transport problem…
but when there is one good thing in life,which is just living even in the worst condition,living is oredi a gift..
so hope u luckier next time lo,hehe,dun worry,be happy…haha,best regards
July 16th, 2006 at 7:34 pm
Hi,forget the past and prepare for a new day,because in Chinese, “Ku Jin Kan Lai”, for sure u will be luckier next time.All the best to you.