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History repeats though trying hard to avoid it. I’m cursed, I supposed. This time is the 3rd time, same as last year, the year b4 last year, around November also, I was forced to face this situation.

I thought I have enough experience of handling this, and today’s occurence is expected one. Yet, I still find myself very very difficult to get it over. Nightmares, chaos in thoughts, unstable emotion, shivering heart…………. haunted me every moment. Although all these symptoms are familiar to me, but, I feel even more suffocated this time as I have to hide all my feelings and pretend that I’m just fine in front of others. Tears just wouldn help, I have to be tough. 

To let go something which was rooted in your heart for some time is difficult. For me, it is definitely not easy as I’m not willing to do so at all. But, again, I have no choice, I have to……

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